Lack of Inspiration

i haven't written anything in a couple of weeks because i literally could not think of a single thing to write about.

i've already written here about my general writer's block, but it's worse when i'm dealing with depression. i infrequently suffer from clinical depression, usually when things in my life aren't going well, but i've had it hit when they are going well, too. i've had it happen enough that i know the symptoms and know when it's more than just "my life sucks at this particular moment".

When it happens, i end up feeling isolated and lonely, and have trouble getting the motivation or energy to do anything that isn't directly related to fighting it somehow, like visiting friends, and even that is sometimes more difficult than it should be.

i've tried to force myself to write, over the past couple of weeks, and it hasn't worked. It's produced a couple of sentences at best.