Last night, I gave a call to Squikitoi...between her schedule, my schedule, the schedules of our Significant Others, a minor but significant time difference, and my occasional retreats into paralyzing shyness, I don't get to call her nearly as much as I'd like. (And I hope she feels the same way.) But last night, things aligned well, and we were able to talk.
The conversation was fun and flirty, turning pretty rapidly into outright flirting (because for those of you who do not know, she is nummy and delicious.) I mentioned some of the ideas for her that Goddess had talked to me about, which met with approval, and I think I must have been giving off submissive vibes that were visible from half a continent away, because she decided to pounce me pretty hard.
It wasn't exactly that she hypnotized me per se. It was more that as the conversation became sexual, she started using words and phrases that Goddess uses all the time that I'm conditioned to think of as deepeners, anchors and the like. They weren't actual trance triggers, but they were things I usually hear while in trance. Combine that with a guided fantasy scenario (which requires you to engage the imagination in a way similar to hypnosis), my general tendency to get a bit trancy when I'm really into the moment, and my general submissive tendencies, and my mind was pretty soft and malleable even though the word "hypnosis" was never spoken.
And speaking of my general submissive tendencies, her words were feeding pretty powerfully into them...Lady Ru'etha has never had any sort of hierarchy among Her Chosen, but I am a male submissive who feels generally deferential to women, and Squikitoi is assertive, sexy and beautiful. It's something that she has (I strongly suspect) noticed, but has not played with...until last night, where my hindbrain basically went, "Ah. Yes. I submit to her, she submits to Goddess, we both submit to Goddess...**click** This makes perfect sense." I definitely think she's going to have an easy time asking me to fetch drinks for her the next time we're in realspace together.
And after what felt like a very good, enjoyable experience for both of us, she gave me a couple of not-named-as-such-but-they-totally-were post-hypnotic suggestions that would make it easier for me to sleep and feel her cuddled up to me as I slept. Which was somewhat amusing, as I actually had promised I'd get back up and tell Lady Ru'etha about it (because hello, what's the point of having pets play with each other if you don't get to hear the fun parts?) and I wound up feeling ever so slightly stoned for the rest of the night as my brain told me I was sleepy and warm and cuddled. But it was the good kind of slightly stoned.
It was a beautiful experience with a beautiful person, and I look forward to the next time we can call.
